Choose Your Route

“Friend

What you are about to see is not an idle tale of people who never existed and that that could never have happened. It is a PARABLE.

Do not be alarmed: you will not be bored by it. It is, I hope, both true and inspired. Some of the people in it are real people whom I have met and talked to.

One of the others may be YOU.

There will be a bit of you in all of them. We are all members one of another.

If you do not enjoy every word of it we shall both be equally disappointed.  

Well friend: have I ever disappointed you?”

From ‘Major Barbara’ 1941

 

You can navigate 'The Sleep Artist' by time period or by character. Or you can just scroll down and keep going...

The Cast 

 

The Writer……………………….…..         Isabella Shure

The Biographer…………………….      Tim Wright

The PA/Young Agent …………….     Martin Chambers 

The Director…………………..…         Devon

The Actress ……………….….….        Helen Grosvenor

The Punk Rocker…………….….      Clem Media/Christopher Shure

The Diaries of Peter Shure

Press Cuttings

 

1920s    1930s    1940s    1950s    1960s    1970s    1980s    1990s    2000s

 


The Tramp and other lies

“Life can be wonderful if you're not afraid of it. All it needs is courage, imagination ... and a little dough.”

Charlie Chaplin

“I blame Chaplin for much of it. I was entirely under his spell. We all were. It’s difficult for younger people to get their heads around it. I try to explain it to them by saying he was like our Beatles. Chaplin was all around me all of the time – just like the Beatles were for my kids. I won't say he was bigger than God. But he was friends with Einstein and did hang out with Ghandi, so...

Everything he did was so damned important. He set the agenda for how people were thinking and feeling. Every new film, we’d watch it a dozen times, analyse it, discuss it. And he’d be talking  about what was really happening -  the Depression, strikes, poverty, child labour, drinking, industrialisation, unemployment, communism, totalitarianism, all of it. And for me, it opened up new thoughts and worlds about what I could do. Just to think he could go to America and get rich and famous, and all that having started in South London, in  Victorian schools and workhouse-type places, and with a drunk for a father and a certifiably mad lady as his mother. Incredible, really. He was everything. It really was like that for me with Chaplin’s films when I was a kid.  They spoke to me.”

Peter Shure, taped interview with Martin Chambers 1982

 

The influence of Charlie Chaplin on Peter Shure can hardly be overstated. Chaplin is mentioned in Shure interviews and in his diaries with a regularity that borders on obsession.

He claims to have sneaked into London cinemas as a very young boy to watch every Chaplin film as soon as it came out. The sequence of masterpieces – ‘The Gold Rush’ (1925), ‘The Circus’ (1928) and ‘City Limits’ (1931) - dominated his childhood imagination.

They presented a picture of a lone hero – the Little Tramp – wandering the world, seemingly homeless, desperately seeking the three essentials of the Chaplin universe: food, money… and love.

Here was the consummate clown with a heart, always fighting to retain some kind of dignity in a world of humiliation and hardship. A silent star capable of great feats of pantomime and slapstick who could also produce scenarios and incidents with deep emotional and psychological impact.   

It seems almost too obvious to note the similarities between Chaplin’s moments of pathetic stillness in his films and Shure’s ability to sleep on screen. Both men manage to capture something of the mysterious and the universal.  

In ‘The Gold Rush’ we several times see Chaplin asleep in the snowbound hut. In ‘The Circus’ he is found early on curled up in a small cart. In ‘City Limits’, our first sight of the Tramp is asleep on the arms of a public monument.


Circusfinal
Circusfinal
Circusfinal
Where Chaplin goes further than Shure is in showing us the dreams and nightmares that sleep may conjure up. The legendary ‘bread on forks’ dance in ‘The Gold Rush’ comes in a moment of fantasy where Charlie can become the life and soul of the party and bewitched the woman he loves. In ‘City Lights’ there are long scenes of drunken oblivion – expensive drinks, fast cars, silly antics - all forgotten the very next day, as if it all had happened in a bad dream.

‘The Circus’ relentlessy works toward a central (and Freudian) anxiety nightmare of Chaplin tightrope-walking with no safety net in front of hundreds of people, only to be attacked by monkeys and have his trousers pulled down, to reveal he is wearing no tights, only baggy underpants.

So strongly did Shure identify with the world that Chaplin presented, he decided from quite early on to change the narrative of his own life to make himself be more like Charlie. Many of the lies and confusions that Peter offered about his past, about his parents and his upbringing can be traced back to Chaplin.

We only have Peter’s word for who his father was, for example. Shure’s story, told in fragments over many years across many interviews, appears to be that his father was a Canadian soldier. Research shows a number of Shure families in Quebec at this time, and almost certainly some of the young men from those families would have enlisted at the beginning of the Great War and found their way to London. But without DNA evidence it's hard to pin down a particular soldier.

In most versions of his tale, Shure characterises his dad as a violent alcoholic, very much like Chaplin’s father. In one interview, Peter revels in an anecdote about his father being arrested outside what he calls ‘the Y’ (presumably the YMCA) for playing dice on the street. Peter claims this led to a sizeable riot between US and Canadian soldiers and the British police.

One can’t help feeling this is precisely the kind of chaotic scene that might swell up around the Little Tramp, akin to the rowdy bar scenes in ‘The Gold Rush’ or the frenetic chase across a fairground in the opening of ‘The Circus’ - police pursuing Chaplin in and out of the hall of mirrors and he consequently causing mayhem and laughter in the middle of a circus performance.

And it is almost certainly not true. By all accounts, Shure’s father disappeared back to Canada before Peter was even born. It is purely an invention of Peter’s that his father might be the kind of chaotic bully that Chaplin pits himself against time and time again. - the Klondike killer, the prize fighter, the love rival, the ringmaster. Not only is it a perfect example of cinema as an engine of personal fantasy (who amongst us has not re-imagined bits of lives as being out of a movie?), but it is a good demonstration of Peter Shure’s consistent  intention to construct a Chaplinesque version of himself.

His mother quickly becomes a part of this partial fiction too.  Peter sometimes refers to her as a ‘traveller’ who took to working on itinerant fairgrounds once her husband had left her. Peter regularly asserts he has no memory of travelling with his mother and would often claim he was largely left to fend for himself on the streets of London from the age of about five. He paints his mum as an unreliable transient figure in his life - a woman who would spend two thirds of the year on the road.

Sleep_mother
This can now be proven to be a certifiably false picture of what Peter Shure's mother was like, but it played powerfully into the idea of himself being a little London street urchin - as was Chaplin – running errands, avoiding school and working fairground stalls for pennies.

A favourite anecdote Peter could pull out at the drop of a hat is his claim to have helped run the first fairground stall to be stocked with dozens of empty fishbowls, which one could attempt to throw a ball into and thus win a goldfish. He even developed in later years a smart bit of Chaplin business to go with this story involving balls bouncing out of the bowls and into ladies’ cleavages, and one of Peter’s many uncles and cousins accidentally swallowing a goldfish.

Sleep_stall
That fairgrounds played a very large part of Peter’s upbringing and journey into adulthood is, perhaps surprisingly, true! Many that knew Peter thought this love of an amusement arcade and a big a top simply came from his obsession with ‘The Circus’. But it turns out he did indeed hail from  a large extended family clan of fairground people, initially based across south and east London.

Whilst Peter wanted the world to think this was a rough-tough business for a child to be working in, akin to being stuffed up a chimney or locked up in a blacking factory, the hoopla stall and fairground ride business was, by the time Peter came along in 1919, an established and sometimes respectable line of work. Family operations such as the Tubys, the Silcocks and the Barkers were sizable and legitimate concerns. Fairground managers could rise in their communities to becomes councillors or mayors, and might even benefit from royal visits and even invitations to Buckingham Palace.

The Hayter family to whom Peter was connected operated both in London and in Lincolnshire, most famously at Skegness. Ancestry records also suggest there may be a family connection with the Barkers of Wisbech. Both families were prosperous members of the middle class by the time Peter was born and were aspiring to propel their children even further up the British food chain using private education and business patronage.

We now know his mother - Dorothy Hayter, born 1900 - was, in fact, comfortable enough in terms of money and family support to stop working for the travelling fair once Peter was born. Instead, she took up a concession at the London Olympia fairground and rented a house in Hammersmith for a few years. After that, she moved to Lincolnshire to work at the new Butlins fairground in Skegness, opened in 1927, as did several other members of the Hayter family. There is, therefore, absolutely no firm evidence of hardship in Peter Shure’s childhood and it seems the image of a solitary young man, of no fixed abode and always on the move, ready for the next adventure came from only one place – the movies.

Peter was eight years old when the move to Skegness came. With the benefit of hindsight and some basic research it now seems screamingly obvious that his mother would never have left him in London.

Why everyone around Peter never questioned him about his blatantly false backstory remains a puzzle – although one could ask this question of many fathers.

Many parents - fathers in particular, it could be suggested – do often remain free within a family to tell whatever story they like about themselves. And rarely does any other family member dare to verify or discredit what is being offered as gospel. It’s  only after the father has died that the truth often comes out.

As we move into a digital age, with less and less written and photographic evidence available in the form of letters or albums, it's becoming even easier for people to construct a past for themselves that bears little or no relation to the truth. Perhaps Peter Shure was something of a harbinger in this regard.

Tapes held by Martin Chambers (subsequently the subject of a prolonged law suit between Chambers and the Shure family) contain a number of interviews with Peter that reveal a very different story of his youth.

Peter was indeed brought up in a perfectly respectable family home with a loving mother. Yes, he was expected to help out on the fairground concessions when he was small, but newly available internet archive records now show he definitely attended private nurseries and pre-prep schools from an early age. School records also prove to be the key to tracking Peter beyond London, when he moved to Lincolnshire.

In 1927, aged 7, he appears on the entrance records for a small boarding school called ‘Little St Hugh’s Preparatory School for Boys’, situated in a rather remote location between Boston and Grantham. (It no longer exists).

Interviews conducted with Shure’s contemporaries suggest a very traditional environment. The curriculum covered English, French, Maths, History, Latin, Geography, Music and Science. Sport was played four times a week – rugby at Michaelmas term, hockey at Lent term, cricket and athletics in the summer. Meals were served at strict hours in a central refectory. Boys slept in dormitories, sorted according to age, with one older boy appointed as the prefect for each dormitory. Boys were set ‘lines’ as punishment for minor rule infringements, The cane and the slipper were employed by the headmaster for more serious misdemeanours. Assemblies with hymns and prayers took place twice a day, plus attendance was compulsory at Sunday Service every week at the local parish church.

Every boy was expected to have a pocket bible by his bed and a hymn book in his blazer. Casual clothes – overalls, track suits or games clothes - were only allowed on Saturday and Sunday afternoons and evenings, when unsupervised activities were permitted such as den-building, egg -collecting, mass games of British Bulldogs or Kick the Can, billiards and table tennis.

Every other Saturday, a film would be projected onto the gym wall – Bulldog Drummond, the life of Livingstone, reconstructions of the Battles of Ypres and Mons, and, memorably, Chaplin’s 'The Gold Rush'.

Older boys were permitted to bring bicycles to school (if they could afford them) and take them out for rides in the local area on Sundays, usually with a teacher accompanying.

This is the world that Peter Shure grew up in from the age of 7 to 13 and it was he, not his mother, who was absent from the family home for two-thirds of the year.

And these were formative years. Sleeplessness and night-walking appear to be issues for the young Shure when first forced to bed down in a dormitory with a dozen of his peers. Fellow boarder Martin Underwood recalls:

“I remember the deputy head liked to come in each night and open up the windows, whatever the weather. He claimed that cold air was better for us than warm air. I think he was more worried about the terrible honk we could all make in our beds. And Shure was always creeping out of the window and going for a wander. He didn’t blub like the rest of us, and he was good at avoiding the prefect’s slipper  that was a regular event, but rather he’d stay in the background, all quiet til most people were asleep and then he'd slip out.

God knows what he got up to. I thought maybe he was sneaking into the kitchens for extra grub. That’s what I would've done, but he never came back with anything. And of course he got nabbed several times by the teachers or matron or the night janitor or whatever.

I think they sent him off to some shrink to get seen to – you know, get him to go to sleep like the rest of us and learn to toe the line. It was funny really because I think it must have worked a bit too well.

I remember once the deputy head coming in to check on us one night – on him, I reckon, and Shure started calling out ‘My finger! My finger!’ over and over as if he was in pain.

And the deputy head went over to him, thinking him awake, and asked him what was wrong with his bally finger. And Shure just sat up bolt upright, held out his finger and said, ‘Say hello to Mister Finger!’

We all rolled about at that and the deputy head didn’t like it one bit, being made a mug of, so he marched Shure out for a caning or the slipper or whatever. But I honestly don’t think he was awake during any of it. I think he was fast asleep. He never admitted to remembering it, that’s for certain. And I don’t remember him doing any more night wandering after that!”

Was Shure really asleep during this ‘finger' episode? Or was this a first attempt at his own version of a Chaplin routine  - the equivalent of an false handshake that turns into a thumbing of the nose, the faux politeness of a raised bowler hat followed by a kick in the pants? Perhaps here we find the first signs of Shure using sleep as cover for something subversive and anti-establishment. A way of asserting his individuality and, like Chaplin in ‘Modern Times’, becoming the grit that jams up the machine.

One thing is for certain, for a boy who grew up in and around fairgrounds and circuses, this idea of a silent performer with a romantic and tempestuous inner life, of a young man who had somehow found a way to insulate himself from sadness and humiliation inflicted by his rough tough male peers, of a travelling loner who could always be moving on to new horizons – all of this became embedded in Peter Shure’s psyche. It was as if he was destined for the movies.

Circusfinal


The Lincolnshire Star 01 July 1927 - Let The Sun Shine In

Local schoolboy wins scholarship to top preparatory school

 

Our congratulations go to Peter Hayter (8) from Skegness for winning the annual Norman Angell Scholarship prize for entry into Little St Hugh’s Preparatory School, one of the county’s most highly regarded schools.

Peter won the scholarship for high scores in the school’s forward-looking entry exams, that include not just Maths, English and Science, but also a Money Management paper and a Story Challenge. The exams have been developed in association with esteemed alumnus former Labour MP, Norman Angell, who is perhaps best well-known for his internationalist anti-war views and is also a past contributor to this very organ.

So impressive was Peter Hayter’s contribution to the Story Challenge, written at such a tender age with great maturity and fine feeling, that we felt compelled to seek permission from the Hayter family for Peter’s story to be republished to a wider audience. We’re delighted to report that permission was given and below is the aforementioned story.

The challenge for all the boys who undertook the Story Challenge was to choose one of three suggested titles and produce an essay of at least two sides of exam paper in length, taking only one hour. to write it.  The suggested titles were: The Way Forward; Let The Sun Shine In; Man’s Best Friend.

We think our readers will agree that Peter Hayter is a young writer of great promise and we all look forward to seeing how he progresses at Little  St Hugh’s – and beyond!

Let The Sun Shine In

The stars were very bright on the night that the tramp walked into the town.  It was very late and everyone in the town was asleep.

The tramp tried to walk as quietly as possible so that he did not wake anyone up. He was worried that his old shoes were very noisy, but he could not do anything about that.

All his clothes were very old and dirty. He had a long coat on with lots of holes in it and baggy trousers with a piece of orange string as a belt. He didn’t have any gloves but he did have a large felt hat. His beard was long and dirty. His face was dirty. He looked like he had not eaten a proper meal for a long time, which was true.

What he knew was that a clear sky meant it would be very cold all night and that there might even be a frost. He had no bed for the night and no means of keeping warm. He stopped walking for a moment and shivered. It was going to be a long, cold night.

What he wanted was to find some food, any food, and then try and find some place where he might be able to sleep safely until morning. But the town was an unfriendly place. The tramp knew that people did not want him there which is why he came in the night. During the day he would go out into the countryside or by the sea and ask people for work or for food. Most of the time they would tell him to go away.

The town was the best place to find food, but it was dangerous too. The tramp knew to look in people’s bins for leftovers and also to look out the back of shops.

He went down a dark and narrow alleyway. His footsteps echoed off the corrugated metal fence. He stopped for a moment and tried to see if he could see any bins or bags in the dark. The silence all around him scared him.

Then he got even more scared because he could hear scratching noises. He could hear scuffling. He could hear the wind blow, and a window rattle, and something drop onto the stone path from a window shelf. Suddenly there was the clatter of a bin lid falling off and it rang around the town like a giant cymbal.

Now that his eyes were getting used to the dark the tramp could see two animals on top of the bins digging into something. He wasn’t sure what the animals were. They were probably cats but they seemed scarier than that and when one turned to look at him he could see two scary round eyes that shone like tiny pocket torches.

The tramp turned and hurried away. He would get no food tonight, but maybe he would find somewhere warm to sleep.

Then the wind got up, the sky clouded over and cold rain started to fall. The weather changed so quickly on the coast, he thought. And I don’t have a raincoat.

The water seeped into his rotten coat and his felt hat became soggy. The water dripped off his fingers and flooded into his leaky shoes. He felt like a drowned rat. Rats! He thought. The animals in the bins were probably rats. Rats might eat him if he fell asleep.

The tramp became very afraid and very cold and decided to walk around some more so that he didn’t freeze to death and the rats would not get him.

He was so cold and frightened and so hungry that he thought the night would never end and he would die. But just at the moment when he thought everything was lost, the first rays of the sunrise appeared. The sky went from black to purple to blue. The sun went from a tiny line of pink to a big strip of orange and then went full in the sky as a burning yellow flame. The frost melted off the trees. A mist rose off the pavements. Birds started singing.

The tramp turned his face toward the sun and felt the warmth on his skin. He felt his clothes drying off and he stopped shivering.

Let the sun shine in, he thought.

By Peter Hayter (8)


Little St Hugh’s Preparatory School for Boys 1927-32

Thanks to documents that have come into the public domain since his death, it’s now clear that Peter Shure’s childhood was very different from the picture he liked to paint in interviews.  In his early years, he most definitely was not the Chaplinesque ‘street urchin’ he pretended to be all his life. 

The section of this book entitled ‘I can sleep anywhere’ has been left in this edition as one of several reminders that Peter Shure’s life is in no sense a single clear linear narrative, and his own narration of his life is not to be trusted.

He lied repeatedly about his past not just to the press but to his family and friends, to his own children even. At times when writing this saga it feels as if the only honest and straightforward moments in his life were when he was asleep.

Yes, his father is likely to have been a Canadian soldier called Shure, who he never met. Yes, his family on his mother’s side were indeed fairground people, but in the 1920s this wasn’t always the shady semi-lawless profession that Peter Shure liked to tell everyone it was.

Family operations such as the Tubys, the Silcocks and the Barkers had all become respectable businesses. Fairground managers could rise in their communities to becomes councillors or mayors, and might even benefit from royal visits and even invitations to Buckingham Palace.

The Hayter family to whom Peter was connected operated both in London and in Lincolnshire, most famously at Skegness. Ancestry records also suggest there may be a family connection with the Barkers of Wisbech. Both families were prosperous members of the middle class by the time Peter was born, and were aspiring to propel their children even further up the British food chain using private education and business patronage.

Shure is most dishonest when it comes to talking about his mother. He paints her as an unreliable transient figure in his life - a woman who would spend two thirds of the year on the road with the fair, leaving Peter either with extended family or sometimes just leaving him to fend for himself.

Shure even goes as far to suggest his mother was not his mother – but perhaps his sister or an aunt. He had absolutely no proof of this. And we now know his mother actually stopped working for the travelling fair once Peter was born. Instead, she took up a concession at the London Olympia fairground and rented a house in Hammersmith for a few years. After that, it is likely she moved back to Lincolnshire to work at the new Butlins fairground in Skegness, opened in 1927, as did several other members of the Hayter family.

Peter was eight years old at this point. With the benefit of hindsight and some basic research it now seems screamingly obvious that his mother would never have left him in London. And the truth is she didn’t. Why everyone around Peter never questioned him about his blatantly false backstory remains a puzzle – although one could ask this question of many fathers. Most mothers and fathers  - fathers in particular – seem to be free to sell a story about themselves to their families that nobody ever bothers to verify or discredit.

As we move into a digital age with less and less written and photographic evidence available in the form of letters or albums, it's becoming even easier, it seems, for people to construct a past for themselves that bears little or no relation to the truth. Perhaps Peter Shure was something of a harbinger in this regard.

Tapes held by Shure’s personal assistant, unknown to the family at the time of this book’s first publication, contain a number of interviews with Peter that reveal a very different story of his youth.

This was not a tale of hardship and mean streets. Far from it. Peter was brought up in a perfectly respectable family home with a loving mother. Yes, he was expected to help out on the fairground concessions when he was small, but newly available internet archive records now show he definitely attended private nurseries and pre-prep schools from an early age. School records also prove to be the key to tracking Peter beyond London, when he moved to Lincolnshire.

In 1927 he appears on the entrance records for a small boarding school called ‘Little St Hugh’s Preparatory School for Boys’, which appears to have been situated in a rather remote location between Boston and Grantham. (It no longer exists).

Interviews conducted with Shure’s contemporaries suggest a very traditional environment. The curriculum covered English, French, Maths, History, Latin, Geography, Music and Science. Sport was played four times a week – rugby at Michaelmas term, hockey at Lent term, cricket and athletics in the summer. Meals were served at strict hours in a central refectory. Boys slept in dormitories, sorted according to age, with one older boy appointed as the prefect for each dormitory. Boys were set ‘lines’ as punishment for minor rule infringements, The cane and the slipper were employed by the headmaster for more serious misdemeanours. Assemblies with hymns and prayers took place twice a day, plus attendance was compulsory at Sunday Service every week at the local parish church.

Every boy was expected to have a pocket bible by his bed and a hymn book in his blazer. Casual clothes – overalls, track suits or games clothes - were only allowed on Saturday and Sunday afternoons and evenings, when unsupervised activities were permitted such as den-building, egg -collecting, mass games of British Bulldogs or Kick the Can, billiards and table tennis.

Every other Saturday, a film would be projected on to the gym wall – Bulldog Drummond, the life of Livingstone, reconstructions of the Battles of Ypres and Mons, and, memorably for those interviewed, Chaplin’s 'The Gold Rush'.

Older boys were permitted to bring bicycles to school (if they could afford them) and take them out for rides in the local area on Sundays, usually with a teacher accompanying.

This is the world that Peter Shure grew up in from the age of 8 to 13 and it was he, not his mother, who was absent from the family home for two-thirds of the year.

And these were formative years. Sleeplessness and night-walking appear to be issues for the young Shure when first forced to bed down in a dormitory with a dozen of his peers. Fellow boarder Martin Underwood recalls:

“I remember the deputy head liked to come in each night an open up the windows, whatever the weather. He claimed that cold air was better for us than warm air. I think he was more worried about the terribly honk we could all make in our beds. And Shure was always creeping out of the window and going for a wander. He didn’t blub like the rest of us, and he was good at avoiding the prefect’s slipper battering that was a regular event, but rather he’d stay in the background, all quiet til most people were asleep and then he'd slip out.

God knows what he got up to. I thought maybe he was sneaking into the kitchens for extra grub. That’s what I would've done, but he never came back with anything. And of course he got nabbed several times by the teachers or matron or the night janitor or whatever.

I think they sent him off to some shrink to get seen to – you know, get him to go to sleep like the rest of us and learn to toe the line. It was funny really because I think it must have worked a bit too well.

I remember once the deputy head coming in to check on us one night – on him, I reckon, and Shure started calling out ‘My finger! My finger!’ over and over as if he was in pain.

And the deputy head went over to him, thinking him awake, and asked him what was wrong with his bally finger. And Shure just sat up bolt upright, held out his finger and said, ‘Say hello to Mister Finger!’

We all rolled about at that and the deputy head didn’t like it one bit, being made a mug of, so he marched Shure out for a caning or the slipper or whatever. But I honestly don’t think he was awake during any of it. I think he was fast asleep. He never admitted to remembering it, that’s for certain. And I don’t remember him doing any more night wandering after that!”


“Filmmaking is a chance to live many lifetimes.”

“Filmmaking is a chance to live many lifetimes.”

Robert Altman

The more Peter spoke on tape about his life, the more I realised that he hadn’t been honest about his childhood, or indeed most of his life before the war. It left me with a dilemma.

Do I continue to encourage him to speak frankly on the record about his life, knowing that I’m helping to create a testimony that, if published, would shock and possibly devastate many of his friends and family, as well as change people’s perceptions of Peter Shure forever?

Or should I advise Peter as his personal assistant, his agent, and as his friend, to forget about telling the unvarnished truth, destroy the tapes we had made so far, and stick with the fiction that he had been rehearsing for the best part of 40 years?

As these excerpts from my forthcoming official autobiography ‘The Sleeping Agent’ demonstrate, Peter and I decided to keep going. His only condition was that the content of the tapes should not become known until after his death. I kept to that condition and went further, surrendering a copy of the full unedited transcription of all the tapes to Peter’s family before publication, so they could come to terms with the revelations contained within.

When we started the recordings, I suspect themes of false identity and impostership were looming large for Peter, having just completed a small sleeping role in ‘The Return of Martin Guerre’.

It was clear Peter was re-evaluating things and was regretting some of his more telling fictions. I did start to wonder how many men of his generation had done the same thing: got back home in ‘45 or ’46 and decided to wipe the slate clean, reinvent themselves and basically erase and redraw the family tree.

He’d also, at this time, been having long phone conversations about children and 'the generation gap' with Robert Altman, who had seen ‘The Body in the Woods’ and wanted Peter to have another shot at playing in a teen movie, perhaps with his son Chris again. As we all know ‘The Body in the Woods’ had not been a success for either father or son, but family – particularly the fate of his son – was weighing on Peter’s mind and he still had ambitions at this point to help Chris in any way he could. Peter does appear in an Altman movie, by the way. Look carefully and you’ll spot him playing a ‘wino’ in the ill-fated ‘O.C. and Stiggs’. There was no part for Christopher.

===

TAPE 042 150582

When did you end up going to boarding school?

I was eight. So that’s 1927. Must have been September 1927.

But I remember you telling me that you grew up on the streets of London and hardly ever went to school.

I did, didn’t I? Well, that wasn’t strictly true.

[Peter takes a drink]

Why... why did you lie about that?

I… I don’t know really. I’m not sure. I suppose I didn’t want people to think of me as too posh. I mean, it’s quite a boring existence at a boarding school. Nothing much happens to you outside of the daily regimen. And all the other actors around me after the war had such interesting lives. Donald and I had been cooped up in a POW camp for quite a while, and I’m not saying it was like a boarding school because it was a bit rougher than that, but it wasn’t active service. And the years before the war, a lot of chaps had really struggled their way through the Depression and unemployment and wot not, whilst I’d really had quite a comfortable life, getting through prep school and then a couple of years at Lincoln Technical College trying to get my head round electrical engineering, helping out my uncle up at Skeggie.

Skeggie doesn’t sound that posh.

No, it doesn’t, does it? But it was quite an easy life, and I suppose I wanted people to think I was a bit tougher than I was, and that life had been rougher than it was. My dream at the time was to get to Cranwell, down the road. And eventually when everyone with any brain could see war was coming, I did get taken on and worked my way up quite quickly in the RAF.

You’re doing it again, Peter – jumping ahead.

Sorry.

[Peter takes another drink]

So what was your boarding school like?

School? Well fairly typical I suppose. In the middle of nowhere. A big old school house and outbuildings with lots of dormitories, changing rooms, assembly hall, a central feeding area, library that kind of thing. And quite big sports fields – rugger pitches, cricket squares and so on. And a river! I remember the river at the bottom of the grounds. We were allowed to swim in it in summer. I practically drowned there once!

You nearly drowned?

Oh yes! There was really very little supervision by the teachers outside of the class room, you know. In the summer at the weekends we would all pile on down to the river in our games shorts and plimsolls. And we’d all dive-bomb each other off a wooden jetty. And eventually there was just a big scrum of us in the water. It was shallow enough to stand up, but very muddy, very squidgy, and also quite weedy.

Sounds like a health and safety nightmare, Peter!

It was just one of those moments when a group of rowdy boys get over-excited and we all tried to duck each other under the water – just plant your hands on someone else’s shoulders and jump right up and then press down on them to push them right under.

I remember everyone laughing and shouting. And then some bigger boy – Hamish Mcsomething I think it was - put his hands on me and shoves me down and I’m fully trapped. I manage to wriggle free of his hands, but then the melee of boys has me pinned down and I’m trying to rise up but there’s no gap and there are just too many bodies crowded close together and I’m getting entangled in their legs and bums and knees.

I’m trying not to panic and hold my breath, but I’m getting scared now and I’m thrashing about like a fat carp and desperately wanting to gasp and shout, but I’m mindful enough to know I need to hold my breath.

My chest is starting to hurt and I can feel the pressure building up and the blood’s thumping. I can’t hold my breath for much longer. I know I’ve got to fight now and push and shove, but I’m still being shoved back down in return by a mass of bouncing, wrestling wriggling boys, and I can feel the sloppiness of the mud churning around me and the weed wrapping around me in clumps. And I open my mouth and taste the silty gritty water. And I fight and fight with all my might not to breath in and I think my lungs are going to burst.

And I'm just at the point where I really start to think I might die, when I find my footing on something solid rather than the mud and the weed and I push up my legs and knees with all my might, and I break the surface, suck in air blisfully, along with a huge slosh of water, and I cough and cough and cough and push my way towards the jetty.

I remember having enough strength in my arms to pull myself up and I just lay on the timbers there for a while, spluttering and breathing heavily and spitting out bits of weeds. And do you know? I don’t think anyone even noticed!

It's obviously a vivid memory for you.

Oh yes. But not horrible.

[Peter takes a drink]

It’s something I go back to often when I'm lying in bed about to drift off to sleep. It doesn’t panic me. It’s actually a rather relaxing memory of being under the water, pushing and shoving, being quite frantic and then surfacing and sucking in the air. I suppose it’s something like a birthing memory. Writhing around in muddy water, then rising up and sucking in the sweet air and removing the pain from one's lungs - I sometimes think I'm like the first fish that decided to leave the water and become a land animal. I'm on the way to becoming human.

You’ve said before you have particular memories you use to help you sleep.

Yes, that started at school, in fact.

You haven’t mentioned that before.

Well no. But I had trouble settling down when I first got there. Couldn’t sleep. So I’d get up at night and wander about a bit. An obviously the teachers didn’t like that.

So this was when you were eight?

Yes, eight and then nine.

Wandering about in the dark on your own.

Yes. I supposed I was trying to work up the courage to run away, but I never did. I think most of the chaps there had a sense early on that they were on their own; our parents had rather left us in the lurch and each of us worked out our own reaction to that. I don’t mean that tommy-rot of feeling unloved and abandoned. I can’t think of anyone I knew at school who thought their parents didn’t love them. We just all knew a certain kind of loving was over and we had to sort ourselves out - because nobody else was going to do it for us. So I would say my night walks were my way of developing a bit of self -reliance and independence - and also to show I wasn’t scared. I wasn’t stupid. I knew if I got a reputation for that kind of thing, most people wouldn’t think me weak and would steer clear, if you know what I mean.

[Peter takes a drink]

But, of course, when it all came out what I was up to, they packed me off to some child expert who was supposed to help me get off to sleep and stay put in my dorm.

So you had sleeping lessons?

Ha! Yes you could say that. Sleeping lessons, that’s a good one.

And did they work?

Oh yes. Very much so. It was a good trick. The idea was to go for the same walk around the school, but just do it in your head and do it in some detail, take you time sort of thing. And then he’d suggest I could do a walk around my childhood home and garden instead – or some other place that I knew quite well, a walk from my past I’d taken repeatedly. So I'd often go back to being three or four and trying to walk around the perimeter of the family garden without being seen or 'caught' by anyone.

And this chap - the shrink - he’d ask me at first to close my eyes and narrate out loud  whichever walk I was undertaking, and do it rather slowly. He’d ask me questions about what I was seeing and which way I was choosing to go.

Then we got on to me simply closing my eyes and imagining the walk in silence. Occasionally he’d whisperingly ask me where I was, what I was noticing, where I was going next, but after half a dozen sessions he didn’t even have to do that. Within a few minutes I was gone, off to the land of the Nod. I’d never actually get round the whole of the school or the garden or the beachfront before I was asleep. It was a neat trick, I have to say.

And it always worked?

Oh yes, I still use it now. I still walk around that school in my mind’s eye, and very quickly I can nod off.

And do you still remember it as clearly as you did all those years ago?

Oh yes, of course. I don’t think anyone who goes to boarding school ever forgets the place, do they? They may want to, but I’m pretty sure they don’t. I’m rather blessed though. Other people will tell you about shivering and crying in their beds, or getting slippered by prefects or monstered in the changing room or eating disgusting food, but I just have this rather calm walk.

But you still chose not to tell anyone that you went to the school.

Yes, that’s true. But maybe I needed to keep it to myself. If I’d told anyone else about it, it wouldn’t be my walk any more, would it? And it might not have the power to relax me.

And what would be the point of sharing anyway? I don’t remember my parents telling me much about their childhood. They didn’t want to trouble me with it, I suppose. And frankly it probably would have bored me to tears. I imagine it’s the same for my children. They aren’t that interested. And they shouldn’t be really. It’s a bit like the war, isn't it? Is there much benefit to be had in telling people about the terrible things one experienced? I don’t think so. That stuff’s just for me really. Best it stays in my head.

[Silence. P:eter takes another drink]

Bloody hell. This is just like going to the shrink, Martin! Switch it off, for Pete’s sake!


Hayter family photo album

Sleep_poster

Peter modelled for this in his swimwear. So good-looking!

Sleep_mum

Me, Nora and June trying out the roller coaster in Skeggy - 1930?

Sleep_mother

Me in my happy place!


Sleep_mother

First Hayter stall in London!

Sleep_boat

Petey test riding the flying boat!


Sleep_boat

Petey (holding his ball)) watching his aunties mucking about!

 


Sleep_boat

Petey testing a new stall with his pals


Actresses, fairgrounds and fast cars: the Skegness years

“We're not people, we're lithographs. We don't know anything about love unless it's written and rehearsed. We're only real in between curtains.”

Carole Lombard in '20th Century'

640px-Twentieth_Century_(1934_film_poster)
The family move from London to Lincolnshire in 1928 was significant for Peter. Throughout the whole of his life he liked promoting the idea of himself as crafty street kid ducking an diving his way through the Big Smoke, like his heroes Chaplin and Raines. This self-image was going to be harder to preserve on a wet and windy night in Skegness.

Until the age of eight, he could spin his tale with an element of truth, his roots lying in the fairground families of south and east London. How he learned to read and write is unclear, mind, given he was more than likely working pretty much full time on hoopla stalls from a very early age and running errands between the various fairgrounds scattered across the heaths of London. It is likely his mother was responsible for any formal education he received at this point.

Life became very different in Lincolnshire. The family moved there at the behest of Billy Butlin, who was looking for experienced reliable people to help run his latest fairground venture in Skegness.  Butlin was a generous employer to people he trusted and he clearly trusted Peter's mother and uncle, both of whom are listed in the employee records of the period as senior managers.

In later life, Peter was disparaging about this time in his life, considering it provincial and boring. But the discovery of Peter's pre-war diaries and the publication of taped conversations made with his agent, Martin Chambers - both emerging some years after Peter Shure's death - paint a very different picture of the 'Skegness years'.

His schooling turns out to have been privileged and traditional, involving the very young Peter being bundled off to a remote boarding school, situated between Lincoln and Gainsborough (Peter's experience of this will be covered in a subsequent chapter). When he returned to the family fold in 1932, any aspirations of progressing to a public school, or perhaps even ending up at university, were quickly dashed. Yes, he did obtain his Education or 'Junior' Certificate, possibly through attending a school at Sleaford. But the family expectation was that Peter would become part of the business as soon as he left school at 15, working at the fairground park and, in particular, helping out with the ever-growing inventory of new amusements and rides including the new-fangled 'Dodgems', the maintenance of which he was good at.  

We see from Peter's diaries that he wasn't always so disparaging about Skegness as he became in later years. There were long summer months when he was clearly enjoying himself. This was, after all, the beginning of the town's 20th century hey-day.

His world would have been a heady of mix of bizarre fairground acts, circus animals and adrenaline-based machine rides. In his diary he records watching elephants, shipped up from London for the summer, regularly bathing in the sea and practising tricks such as pretend-shaving each other's trunks with foam and a giant fake razor.

He watched on as the famed escapologist Prince Barham Khan (in truth an Albanian immigrant) was handcuffed and chained, tied in a sack and then pushed off Skegness pier into the sea, only to emerge  scot-free a few minutes later.

He was invited to ride 'the world's smallest racehorse'. He observed Zeppelins buzzing along the coast. He particularly loved seeing souped-up motor cars racing across the sands.

He must have engaged with people from all over the UK - mainly working-class people enjoying their few weeks of holiday time by the sea-side,. He will have thus witnessed all the usual human interactions: drinking, flirting, fighting, laughing, singing.

In one darker moment, Peter writes about finding a dead new-born baby on a beach and reporting it to the police. It turned out to be not an irregular occurrence, given how many Skegness holiday romances ended up with local young women becoming pregnant. Peter notes that at least two of his friends found dead babies on the beach during that period.

Not that Peter dwells too much on the sinister side of Skegness holiday life in his diaries at this early age. His main obsession - developed well before any notion of becoming an actor had entered his head - was  the glamour of the theatre, the music hall and, above all, the cinema.

The_Thin_Man_1934_Poster
The share of his wage that didn't go back to his mother appears to have been spent regularly on cinema tickets at the Tower. He writes enthusiastically about several films of that period. He developed a huge crush on Carole Lombard in '20th Century' (a film which somewhat presciently for Peter includes a moment when Lombard is duped  into agreeing to play the role of 'Mary Magdalene' in a Broadway play).

He attempted to grow a moustache and take up drinking in order to be more like William Powell in 'The Thin Man'. He dumped Carole Lombard in the autumn of 1935 on seeing Merle Oberon in 'The Scarlet Pimpernel'. And Oberon, in turn, is replaced by several cuttings and photos relating to the stage actress Rita Cooper.

This was a more real and visceral adolescent passion given that Cooper actually hailed from Skegness and liked to return to her home town in the summer season. She could be seen regularly around town, often on the arm of the playboy racing car driver Adrian Conan Doyle (son of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle). Peter rather obviously made it his business to turn up wherever Cooper might be, and obtained signed photographs from her several times over a period of a couple of years. He also had himself photographed in front of Conan Doyle's cars. Thus, Shure's life-long passion for actresses and motoring was imprinted at an early age.

New-motor-track-near-london-miss-rita-cooper-11218186

By late 1936, the moustache project had been abandoned and the new role model was now Leslie Howard in 'The Petrified Forest'. Peter shared the Howard character's love of a shabby outfit and a romantic dream about becoming a writer of some kind. His diaries at this point become more self-consciously literary, and he makes time and space for poetry and practising more ambitious descriptions of people and places. Fragments of a horror story appear, about dastardly dealings at the new-fangled Skegness solarium (which Peter may have helped his uncle to wire up, given his growing knowledge of electrical engineering), where a series of innocent visitors are fried to death in grisly circumstances.

Peter also starts to make lists of smart cars he's spotted around town. There's particular excitement when a new Vauxhall dealership opens up near his home in Wainfleet. At one point he pledges to himself in his diary that he will become rich enough to buy a Frazer-Nash when he's older. Only a year later, another entry goes back on this pledge, having discovered  that Frazer-Nash had become became the official importer for German BMWS.

As the war began to loom on the horizon, Peter became a more serious and gloomy teenager. There were growing instances of arguments with his Uncle Norman - officially his boss - and the seaside entertainment business became markedly more cut-throat and aggressive. Sunday opening meant more work for less pay. A rival fairground, the Pleasureland, appeared in town. Late-at-night sabotage of rides and arson attacks were not unknown. Corners started to be cut and safety procedures ignored in order to keep up with the competition. Contaminated water from the new holiday camp swimming pool was rumoured to have leached into the local dykes and poisoned a herd of dairy cows. In the summer season of 1937, a vacationing vicar was mauled by one of the performing lions.

Perhaps it's no surprise, then, to find signs of disillusionment and anger within the diaries from 1937 onwards. Perhaps it was always going to be true that a man like Peter could not be contained in such an environment. On his 18th birthday, matters came to a head. Peter appears to have become very drunk, accused his uncle of being a black-shirted Mosely-ite blackshirt, and at the end of the night lost his virginity to the local fairground contortionist. Some birthday party.

This sets something of a pattern for Peter Shure for the rest of his life. There are long periods of quiet conformity masking a rich and secretive fantasy life, leading to growing dissatisfaction and frustration that is only assuaged by violent but life-altering explosions of emotion and rash action. As if the sleeping man awakes from a long dream and erupts at the intrusion of reality. Or is it the first angry scream of a new-born baby when the harsh cold air of the world first enters the lungs and the safety of the womb is gone forever?

In this case, Peter created a rupture with his family that could never be mended. Whether he was fired from his job at the fairground or simply ran away is not clear. The next time we find him, he has used his mechanical and electrical engineering skills to quickly gain himself a place at RAF Cranwell as a trainee. He's also found to be registered with the Royal Air Force Volunteer Reserve, which would mean he could be learning to fly at evenings and weekends.

You could say that Peter was still bringing his fairground skills to bear on his work,  sorting out electrics, bashing metal things into shape and enjoying the occasional thrill-ride in a flying machine. The difference was, though, the focus would never again be on ensuring fun and laughter for seaside punters. For the next phase of his life, Peter was all about dealing out death. 


I can sleep anywhere.

Of Peter Shure’s parentage we are unsure. Born in 1919, and with no birth certificate or other family records to be found, we only have Peter’s word for who his mother and father were.

His story, told in fragments over many years across many interviews, appears to be that his father was a Canadian soldier. Research shows a number of Shure families in Quebec at this time, and almost certainly some of the young men from those families would have enlisted at the beginning of the Great War and found their way to London. But without DNA evidence it's hard to pin down a particular soldier.

In one interview, Peter revels in an anecdote about his father being arrested outside what he calls ‘the Y’ (presumably the YMCA) for playing dice on the street. Peter claims this led to a sizable riot between US and Canadian soldiers and the British police. Peter would have only just been born at this point, so where he got this story from is unclear. The insinuation is that quite soon after this incident his father abandoned his mother and went back to Canada never to be seen again.

Peter’s mother is no less elusive. A maternal uncle is mentioned as being some kind of father figure to Peter during his teens, with the surname Hayter. But we find no record of a woman called Hayter giving birth in 1919.

Peter sometimes refers to his mother as a ‘traveller’ who took to working on itinerant fairgrounds once her husband had left her. Peter regularly asserts he has no memory of travelling with his mother, and would often claim he was largely left to fend for himself on the streets of London from the age of about five. Who cared for him at this point is not clear. The suggestion is that the Hayter family may have been an extended clan across south and east London that Peter could feel safe with. Certainly he has strong memories of helping to run stalls and concessions at various fairgrounds and circuses throughout the late 1920s and early 1930s. Another favourite anecdote Peter could pull out at the drop of a hat is his claim to have helped run the first fairground stall to be stocked with dozens of empty fishbowls, which one could attempt to throw a ball into and thus win a goldfish.

Quite how Peter learned to read and write and generally acquire an education is, again, unclear. Certainly he was a keen reader. During his internment in a POW camp during WW2, he claimed to have read every book that ever came into the camp - which his fellow ‘Kriegies’ can attest to. In childhood, he tells us he liked to visit libraries (possibly true) and read every Dickens novel in order (unlikely). His facility for maths, he claimed, came from the stalls – working out what to charge, what change to give, what to pay for a concession and so on. There were obviously some attempts to send him to school, and a couple of times it seems the authorities picked him up and sent him to some kind of workhouse or reform school in South London. But he would regularly run away from these institutions and disappear back into the fairground world.

He makes no reference to having any friends throughout this time and certainly no siblings. The sense is that he was either wandering the streets of London making his own entertainment, or working on fairground stalls when he badly needed to eat and find a place to sleep. He rarely saw his mother except when she returned to London after each tour of the provinces. During various interviews and conversation in his later years, Peter is often tempted to wonder if she was his mother at all, or could have been a sister, an aunt or a niece for all he knew. He certainly asserts strongly throughout his life that he felt no real connection to his mother and, perhaps, as his own life became more prosperous and sophisticated, he felt a certain amount of snobbish antipathy towards her. Certainly he developed his own narrative about why he never tried to reconnect with his mother or track her down after WW2.

"When I returned from the war I considered myself to be an orphan. I went to the part of East London where my mother’s family came from, and it had been completely flattened by German bombs – not a single building had survived on the terrace I might have called home. And everyone who had lived there had either perished or moved away with no forwarding address.

I made some basic efforts to find out what happened to my mother, but it seems the records relating to her existence also perished during the Blitz. She may have survived. I don't know. But did she really want me to find her? I don’t think so. I was filled with the idea that I could start again after the war and re-invent myself. So why wouldn’t she feel the same? I like to think she did exactly that. She let her traveller heritage rule her, perhaps, and went forever roaming. I think that’s a rather lovely thought, and great way to think of my mother out there on the road, feeling free and in control of her life. It’s a better memory than the more likely scenario, of her being trapped, perhaps maimed, in a basement after a bomb blast with the mains water rising all around her."

Peter had already more or less said goodbye to his mother much earlier than 1946  when, at the age of 15, he takes off to Skegness with his uncle in order to work full time at the Butlins fairground and newly launched holiday camp.

Peter clearly loved this time of his life. It was in Skegness that he discovered his facility for electrical engineering and generally tinkering with machinery. By the age of 17 he was in charge of maintaining the dodgems and making sure the lights stayed on across the park. There is a sense that he was protected at this point by his uncle and the sense of security that came from that helped Peter to thrive.

If there’s one place that Peter Shure might think of as home, it would be Skegness. And if the war hadn’t come, it’s likely Peter would have made his way up the management chain at Butlins to become a site manager or head of department overseeing several Butlins camps. [insert research about Skegness in 1936...]

But the war did come and Peter saw it coming earlier than most. At least, he decided he wanted to be part of the action and in 1938, a few weeks after his eighteenth birthday, he applied to join the RAF. His practical engineering  and organisational skills made it easy for him to get in. And having joined more than a year before the war started, he was one of the few working class kids to get the opportunity to fast track into the officer programme.

He became known within his squadron as a quiet but rather tough man, who remained quite distant from most other people but was reliable in a jam, always on time and prepared, and notably brave. Obviously, a life on the streets must have toughened him up and perhaps desensitised him to anything going on around him. One can only imagine some the violence and deprivation he must have witnessed at a very young age. He boldly claimed that he’d seen many dead people on the streets of London before the Second World War that helped him cope with seeing people die around him whilst he was in the RAF, and again when interned in the camp in Germany.

It's also his rough childhood that, in part, allowed him to develop one of his oft-repeated catchphrases: “I can sleep anywhere.”

Peter’s journey, therefore, was one of impressive self-reliance, resilience and self-improvement. To travel from being a London street urchin to an officer in the RAF in just 15 years tells you something about Peter’s abilities and ambition.  It mirrors, in part, the childhood of one of his great heroes, Charlie Chaplin, and it’s certain that Chaplin’s life progression always convinced Peter there would always be a way up and forward, through consistent optimism, energy and self-education. Perhaps also in the back of his mind, Shure was also thinking of a way to ultimately end up in the film business like Chaplin.

That must have felt like a very distance dream whilst servicing a grubby bumper car in a high North sea wind in 1937 on the edge of the world at Skegness. How could he foresee that a chance friendship in that German POW camp would lead to his first role in a film just eleven years later, two years after the war had ended?


Two Letters, One War.

29 September 1937

Mother

I am settled here now at the training camp and kept very busy learning all aspects of aeroplane engineering and maintenance. I’m told that I can also be trained as a pilot eventually if I keep my nose clean, so that’s what I’ll be trying to do. When the war comes there’ll be a need for more pilots.

I don’t suppose we’ll be seeing much of each other for a while now, and perhaps that is for the best. You and I have had our battles and I'm not sure we're very good for each other. You have Uncle Norman to look after you now, and as you well know he doesn’t think the best of me. You asked me to try and be get along with him and I promise you I tried. But there was no pleasing him. 

I just want you to know that not everyone who joins the RAF is a queer. And not everyone who likes to reads book is a snob. Not everyone is such a fan of Mister Mussolini either. And when the dodgems break down, as they always do, it’ll be Norman who’ll have to try and fix them, instead of relying on me.

I write all this to warn you about kind of man you are hitching yourself to. When this war comes  - and it is definitely coming - we're all going to have to decide who's side we're on. God knows what the world will look like when it's all done.

Take care of yourself.

Peter

==

13 May 1946

Mother

You must know I went to see Mr Butlin last month, and he said I could be useful to him. He’s expanding the fairground and has plans to open an airfield, so he can fly more holidaymakers in. He said he’s going to need people who know about planes, and he considered me to be one of the family. I had high hopes of gaining a position.

Instead, I received a visit from Uncle Norman this weekend. He suggested I would be better off pursuing a career in London and implied strongly that I wasn’t welcome to come to Skegness. He said I wasn’t cut out to be a yellowbelly, and then added ‘well, not of that kind anyway’ which is a slight he must have been practising for several years!

There is only one way Norman could have known that I’d been to see Mr Butlin, and that would be through you. Am I to presume that you thought it necessary to put me off?

Don’t worry – I wasn’t intending to try and rekindle any kind of relationship with you and Norman. Far from it. I have always known that Norman is a bully – he never could stand that I knew more about how to run the rides than he did. And you know very well that he was on the side of Mussolini and Moseley back in the day. If he could have found a black shirt to buy in Skegness he would have done. And don’t get me started on the number of times he turned away Jews and gypsies looking for work. And now he’s turning away people like me.

He wants to say I’m a coward for never trying to escape Stalag One. He wants to believe that men who joined the RAF before conscription came along were almost certainly queer. He thinks I’m too high and mighty with my book-reading and my posh accent. He probably thinks, like you, that any kind of intelligence and learning ends up making a boy unhappy – although it was you – wasn’t it? – who wanted me to go away and be educated and make my way up the social ladder. You sent me a way and then got surprised when I became distant and remote  - became, as Norman would have it, ‘snooty’.

Well, Mr Butlin seemed to think I was OK, and it seemed to me there was an opportunity there for me – your son! – to set myself up with a decent job and possibly some kind of long time career in the business. My thought was always to get myself some lodgings in the area and not trouble you at all with the idea of resting with you in any way, or being a drain on your time. But it seems Norman – and you – couldn’t even live with that. How petty.

As it happens, I have got an opportunity to work at a sports car garage just outside London with an army pal of mine – who you can let Norman know is very probably a homosexual. There are also a lot of film studios out that way that need people who know about electrics and cars and trucks and planes. My friend Donald – another kriegie and not a queer by the way – says there’s going to be lots of motion pictures made about the war now.

So really I had no need to go to Mr Butlin except to think it might be better for me in the long run to get into a business that I knew, and which definitely gave me prospects.

But that has gone now. Thanks to you and Norman. I shall take his advice and stay in London. And you can rest easy that I won’t be troubling you in the future. You and I have never been able to rub along in a nice way, a loving way, have we? And given what I’ve been through these last few years I’ve promised myself that I won’t stay long in any environment that is hurtful  - for me or for others.

So, mother, you can tell Norman he has got his wish. This is the end for me. I’m not saying I won’t help you out if you need it as you get older, when Norman has passed on into hell, as he inevitably will, sooner rather than later. That’s what a good son does – looks after his mother.

What does a good mother do?

Peter

 


Gold, explosives and sleep in a deep dark cave: 1940-42

“Sleep is one part of human performance modification where significant breakthroughs could have national security consequences”

If Peter Shure is to be believed, he spent the first two years of the war living in a cave.

War records do not entirely match Peter’s story. There are, though, redactions and omissions within the public record that allow an active imagination to fill in the gaps.

Circadian-rhythm-lab-workers-universal-832x469
Between January 1940 and March 1942 Shure is listed as a low-ranking engineer stationed at the newly built RAF Stafford. This was a non-flying base dedicated to equipment maintenance and parts storage. The base’s motto was ‘Instumenta Fundamenta’ - 'Supplies are the Foundations'.

Given Peter’s background as a fairground mechanic and his training at Cranwell, it’s no surprise to find him working at the heart of the RAF’s increasingly complex logistics network. His encyclopaedic knowledge of mechanical components is something he always prided himself on. After the war, he was known as ‘the walking manual’ at the burgeoning motor racing works where he worked with his friend Bob Cowell. At Stafford, with its growing network of vast warehouses, stuffed with aeroplane parts, one could assume Peter would have been happy as a sandboy.

And yet, Peter claimed many times in interviews after the war that he was not in the Staffordshire region simply to sign equipment in and out of the base. Rather he was involved in what he liked to call ‘top secret’ research.

There was indeed a lot of ‘hush-hush’ activity going on in that part of the world in the early years of the war. The Bank of England and the main clearing banks, for example, were moved to near Stoke in order to protect Britain’s financial systems from being pummelled and compromised by the Blitz in London. Thousands of workers moved into the area, processing sometimes more than a million cheques every day. It was rumoured, too, that Britain’s gold reserves were moved at the same time and hidden in local caves.

Nearby there was also a large munitions factory: ROF Swynnerton. This, alongside the financial centre, was another very tightly guarded place. shrouded in secrecy. In some local stories the caves are mentioned as a place where highly combustible materials might have been stored for safe keeping - although it seems highly unlikely that the country’s gold would have been hidden away alongside a horde of nitro-glycerine.

The important thing to note is the presence of the caves, since this is where Peter Shure claims he spent most of his time in 1940 and 1941. And what was he doing there? Peter Shure claims this is where he was officially paid, for the first time in his life, to sleep.

Beechcaves-trentham-copy
Referring back to the war records from the period, it is very hard to find any evidence of sleep research being carried out in the UK by the Government. But we can almost certainly be sure it was. Finding ways to keep soldiers and air crew awake and alert for long periods of time was deemed by many within the War Office to be of critical importance.  

In an armed forces report written in 1938, as Britain was starting to think about the many different ways it needed to prepare for war, it is stated:

“If the German army were to have a significant sleep advantage over us, this would pose a serious threat… the manipulation and understanding of human sleep is one part of human performance modification where significant breakthroughs could have national security consequences.”

Everybody knew at the time that Britain’s soldiers were destined to suffer severe sleep deprivation in the coming years. Britain’s air force, in particular, was expecting to be on high alert 24 hours a day, seven days a week, leading to a cohort of very sleepy, very stressed pilots.  The kind of performance degradation this could lead to could have been devastating.

Casualty rates, for example, could be seen to depend strongly on how well and how long fighters slept. It’s estimated in one research paper of the time that casualty rates might be reduced by as much as 20 per cent if a way was found to reduce the impact on human performance of sleep deprivation.

Not surprisingly, military commanders took an interest in this kind of statistic. But their response wasn’t necessarily to allow troops to get a better night’s sleep. Far from it. Given that regular sleep on the battlefield, and at the ever-ready airfields, was unlikely to be possible anyway, the plan was not to ensure more sleep, but to try to enhance a soldier’s ability to perform better with less sleep.

As the research paper mentioned above goes on to say:

“Suppose a human could be engineered who slept for the same amount of time as a giraffe (1.9 hours per night). This would lead to an approximately twofold decrease in the casualty rate. An adversary would need an approximately 40 percent increase in the troop level to compensate for this advantage.”

The general idea then was to train soldiers to sleep less, but with less negative effects. This way, an army could keep fighting, an air force could keep dropping bombs, whilst their opponents were becoming more and more drained and ineffectual due to the lack of rest and recuperation allowed to them.

The point was somewhat proven nearer the end of the war with General George Patton’s legendary campaign in the Pacific theatre. Patton believed that by moving rapidly and relentlessly forward, he could ensure fewer casualties due to the enemy’s state of exhaustion and inability to handle the effects of long-term sleep deprivation. The dropping of the atom bomb never allowed him to fully prove his point.

In effect, at its base level this approach to sleep management meant feeding the fighting force a steady diet of drugs, chiefly amphetamines and caffeine. But it was quickly recognised that this could have long-term physical and psychological side effects. The military came to much the same conclusion when experimenting with LSD in the 1960s.

And so an alternative view quickly emerged in 1939/40, positing that a better solution might be to ensure that the sleep soldiers did manage to have was provably restorative and healing. The emphasis became not on the length of sleep one could have, but the quality of that sleep.  

And it’s precisely this kind of sleep research that Peter Shure claimed he was part of between 1940 and 1941.

First, he was allegedly taught how to get to sleep quickly using a method that was later published in the best-selling book ‘Relax and Win: Championship Performance’. The aim was to allow soldiers to get to sleep within two minutes and, thus, grab more sleep, in a series of naps if necessary. The method now seems alarmingly simple:

  • Relax entire face, including forehead, eyelids, jaw, and tongue.
  • Drop shoulders and hands, letting them fall to either side of the body.
  • Inhale and exhale to relax chest.
  • Progressively relax legs, starting with thighs, calves, ankles and feet.
  • Clear the mind for ten seconds. Visualize a relaxing scene - the rolling waves at a beach, being in a dark room, or swinging in a hammock looking at clouds in the sky. If visualization doesn’t come easy, repeat “don’t think” to yourself over and over.
  • Once the body is relaxed and the mind is cleared, sleep will come

This then progressed – according to Shure – into research about whether sleep could be achieved any time of the day, rather than always at night. And perhaps sleep could be extended into longer chunks of time, so that one could sleep for one whole day, and then be awake for three days straight without any detrimental effects.

It is at this point that Peter wanted to assert that he was shut up in a cave for several days to see if his sleep patterns could be unmoored from the natural tyranny of the rising and the setting of the sun. Many believe this is just Shure trying to create a bigger myth around his persona as a sleep artist. But there is some evidence that activities like this were taking place at the time.

One has to remember that sleep research was at a very primitive stage at this time. It had only been in 1938 that two American scientists Nathaniel Kleitman, PhD, and Bruce Richardson had suggested the idea of such a thing as an ‘internal circadian rhythm’ – the ability of humans to regulate their sleep without reference to sun, in order to ensure effective rest and recuperation and high performance when awake.

Kleitman and Richardson shut themselves in a cave in Kentucky for six weeks, living in complete darkness and continuing to monitor their sleep patterns. The conclusion was that regular sleep at regular times could still be achieved in an environment where night was indistinguishable from day.

Peter Shure’s claim is that he was not only used as a guinea pig to repeat these American experiments and apply them to British troops, with the view to ensuring that soldiers could sleep regularly in whatever circumstances. But he also asserted throughout his later life that he was involved in psychological experiments in the cave, aimed at understanding how sleep could be used to allow stressed and psychologically damaged soldiers heal more quickly and thus return to action.

There is absolutely no evidence of this kind of research going on in Staffordshire at this time. However, we do know that the well-known brain-washing scientist William Sargant – possibly the inspiration behind the famous book & film ‘The Ipcress File’ - did spend the war years developing the concept of both deep sleep therapy and psychotherapy under sedation. Where he did this work continues to be a state secret.

Every few weeks, Shure claimed he was taken to the caves and subjected to large doses of barbiturates so that he would sleep not just for hours, but for days and sometimes weeks. When finally awakened, detailed tests and interviews would be carried out to assess his sense of mental well-being and calmness.

It’s not clear what the results of these tests were, since no official  record of any of this activity has ever been found. Shure, though, always maintained that this is where his capacity for sleep was honed.

By early 1942 he went onto assert that he was joined in the cave by soldiers returning from the front suffering from ‘shell shock’, deep depression and other severe mental health problems related to trauma. In these experiments, Shure and the others were not put completely asleep. Instead, they were subjected to a form of psychotherapy under sedation, which we might refer to today as “narcoanalysis” or “narcosynthesis”.

The aim was to use a weaker barbiturate injection to induce a form of  ‘twilight sleep’ whereby the drug might help to disinhibit the patient, encouraging him to express openly his deeper thoughts and feelings.  A therapist would gently ask questions and offer suggestions, and in this unguarded state it was hoped the patient might be able to relive a foundational trauma as if it were happening again in the present moment. In doing so, a cathartic release of repressed emotion might be produced.

In Peter Shure’s case, there was very little trauma – unless you count the absence of his father and the tempestuous relationships with both his mother and his uncle. But one might assume there might be some control element in these experiments, if they ever happened. So perhaps Peter might have been a useful specimen in that regard.

He does claim in one of the taped conversations with his then agent, recorded near the end of his life, that these experiments were used widely at the end of the war, in order to help veterans readjust to civilian life. If true, it is disturbing to note that William Sargant, mentioned above, did confess at one time that “quite imaginary situations to abreact the emotions of fear or anger could be suggested to a patient under drugs this same treatment.”

Sargent confidently suggested that imagined experiences worked as well as, and sometimes even better than, actual experiences to produce ‘the desired effects’.

This rather begs the question as to whether Peter Shure with his stories of cave-dwelling and enforced sleep was not expressing a memory that he'd retrieved naturally, but perhaps these were false memories that had been produced or placed in some way by a mixture of drugs and therapy. We know Shure was something of a fantasist throughout his life, encouraged mainly by the films he found himself watching. Film was, to some extent, his way of making his own life more exciting than it really was. and we do know he was a fan of 'The Ipcress File' and the other Harry Palmer films, one of which was directed by his friend Ken Russell.

PimpernelSmith1941Poster
Forever, a Leslie Howard fan, in 1942 Shure wrote in his diary about ‘Pimpernel Smith’ and how possible it might be for someone like himself to masquerade as a humble maintenance engineer whilst in fact operating as a ingenious spy, rescuing people from the clutches of the Nazis. He was also very much taken with ‘The 49th Parallel’, and liked to think of himself rooting out Germans spies snooping about RAF Stafford, attempting to steal Britain‘s gold reserves or perhaps plotting to blow up munitions factories. Operating in such a high security environment day after day would have made tales of nefarious goings-on all too plausible. And for a young man looking for a starring role in the great conflict, but stuck in a Potteries backwater signing boxes of bolts in and out, it must have been tempting to invent adventures for himself.

If any of this is true, it’s rather wonderful to think of Peter Shure perfecting his craft in a dark dark cave, dreaming of becoming Leslie Howard and Laurence Olivier, emerging into the wartime daylight refreshed and full of energy and ambition.

And it might explain his rapid rise thereafter. Less than a year after all this is supposed to have happened, we crops up in the war records much changed and in a different place. He has come home to Lincolnshire at RAF Coningsby, and he’s is no longer repairing and maintaining planes, he’s flying them – a flight engineer in a Lancaster squadron, with a commission no less.

Whatever did happen in Staffordshire, it led to rapid promotion and the chance to do some real fighting in an important role. From Peter’s point of view, the long period of sleep had paid off.


Bailing Out

Engine-Theory
TAPE 071 190985

The most important thing was to keep a cool head, and never let any sign of panic get to the other chaps. We’d all been trained what to do – the bailing out bit, not so much the parachute bit afterwards; for that all you had to do was hope you started high enough and didn't hit a propellor, then pull the cord and cross your fingers the flak didn’t get you.

When was this?

July 44. After D-Day. We were targeting a rail junction in France. Jerry was using it to ferry troops and equipment up to the front. Bloody busy it was. Not just guns, lots of flack, but night fighters too – Junkers and Messerschmitts. They really didn’t want us there. We already knew that, of course, because we’d been the week before and seen a lot of others catch it. And that night we did too. [Peter takes a drink].

Do you want to talk about it?

Not really. But I’ll give you the bare bones if you like… [pause and a sigh] … I still wonder if it was my fault really. I was meant to be the main man to keep a look out. I just didn’t see them coming at all. Three of ‘em - Junkers. They’d hit the starboard rear before I knew what was going on. Me and Jock, the pilot, felt the bump and a lot of the dials went dead. No comms. No oxygen as far as I could tell. There were flames on the starboard inner engine and no readings coming from that either. But Jock seemed to think the plane was still handling fine, so he decided we should carry on.

Jock told me to go back and assess quickly before the bomb run, so I went back and found Hugh, the navigator with a hole in his hand. Looked like Ron the rear-gunner had been shot up a bit. Some of the windows had been smashed, so it was bloody freezing. I did my best for everyone by handing out oxygen bottles. I must have been fairly calm because I remembered to put some gloves on so my skin wouldn’t stick to the metal. I  wrapped up Hugh’s hand with a tourniquet from the first aid kit. Then I went back to join Jock and make sure the bomb aimer was in position.

That’s when we got hit again underneath. I shouted to Jock what I could see. Starboard wing was in flames, but more worryingly there was a green glare coming from down near the bomb bay. I guessed the flares had been set off by whatever had hit us. I told Jock about it and he immediately gave the order for everyone to get ready to bail.

I went back again and told them the score – no comms you see -  but then we got hit again at the front and there was a terrible jolt. The usual drill was for everyone to go tap the pilot’s shoulder one by one before leaving the plane, to let him know they’d got off, but I told them to forget that and bloody get on with it.

When I went back up front Jock was shot up badly. The windows were shattered and he had a huge cut in his head. The blood was freezing up on his face because  it was so bloody cold, big crimson lumps of it. I sat down next to him and he asked me what the blazes I was doing and I asked him whether he could still fly the plane. All I remember after that was looking down to make sure the bomb aimer had bailed and seeing flames coming up at me and then… ‘bang’.

[Peter takes a drink]

What happened?

What happened? Well, if I had to guess the whole bloody plane blew apart! Next thing I know I’m in the middle of the night sky with flak popping off all around me, still in my chair with my arms leaning forward like I was driving something –  like one of those  Looney Tune cartoons when someone’s driving a car but it’s exploded and he’s just moving along holding the steering wheel  and then he keeps going on over a cliff – that kind of thing.

I’d been blown clean out the front of the bally plane and bits of it were dropping about me, flip-flapping and spinning like giant sycamore seeds. Thank God for the training. I released myself from the chair and pulled the cord on my parachute and  - boof! – off I went on the breeze. Flack didn’t get me and next thing I know I’m knee deep in a field full of shit, being tugged along by my chute. I was so shocked I didn’t even bother moving for God knows how long. Just lay in the shit half-asleep until a French farmer and a couple of German soldiers came along and hauled me out. I think they thought I was dead at first, but I perked up once one of the Germans shook me about a bit.

And that was that. One month banged up in a cell being identified, interrogated and wot not. Then the cattle truck to Stalag One. End of war.

But that can’t have been the end.

No I suppose not. But it was the end of flying. End of Jock and Hugh and Ron. And the others who I didn’t know so well. And I do wonder – what if I’d seen them coming? The fighters, I mean. Too busy looking at the dials, I suppose, writing down engine speeds and so on. Too busy doing my job. Just not very well as it turns out.